Dealing With Doubting My Voice
Updated: Sep 27, 2022
Hello Friends! Here lately in my walk with Christ I have been super anxious about everything. Honestly, I have been very confused about my walk and my purpose and I have been seeing alot of signs lately but I can’t interpret them for the life of me. And when I go to look them up online, everyone has something different to say for the exact same thing. So I’ve just been really confused and anxious and in my head alot and I’ve been starting to doubt my own voice. I’ve been like policing my tone when I speak, and when I give my opinion on things I immediately feel bad and sort of scold myself for having the audacity to share my thoughts on something. It’s been really weird, and I know that it’s the enemy trying to make me feel subconscious about my voice so that I’ll stop working on my ministry. But I won’t stop! I know that my voice is needed in this world. And that God gave me this platform for a reason! And even if no one was reading and no one was listening, I will STILL share what I want to say to the world! I will STILL speak up on what the Lord told me! And I will STILL call out false doctrine and lies and oppression in the world and in the church! Because that is just who I am! And I will not change for anybody or anything that tries to stop me!
So to anybody who is going through this same thing, I see you and I feel you! It gets tough sometimes, but trust me when I say that I'm right there with you! Your voice matters! And what you have to say is worth fighting for! Keep going! You will win!
‘Men of Israel, listen! Today you are going into battle. Do not be afraid of your enemies or lose courage or panic. The Lord your God is going with you, and he will give you victory.’
Deuteronomy 20:3-4 GNTD